Frustration.
For the past couple of days, I have been feeling pregnant. I’m beginning to realise why my original plan of singing on-stage at Youth until December would probably be a bad idea. Strange thing is, my wise music director (who is male and has no children) had this revelation before I did. I was all “I can totally handle this! I can jump around for long periods of time right up until the baby’s born! Yeah!” But, no. He said I should probably be off of the roster at about 5 months. And he was right. I’m getting huge pretty quickly (mostly only visually, I haven’t gained much weight), and feeling the effects. I can’t even stand up for the whole rehearsal. So perhaps he’s onto something.I’m just so frustrated! It seems after all the budgeting and stressing about money, the bills start flying in, and we never get any closer to being out of debt (let alone saving money). I have absolutely no idea what to do. *SIGH*
Anyway, I’m just too down about this whole financial situation to post anything else. This always happens when I have to amend the monthly budgets to include things like bills or doctor appointments (or in this case, an ultrasound).
posted by Alyssa @ 11:00 AM
3 Comments:
It’ll be okay Alyssa. God will make it work out. I’m in financial problems to. This week I have to pay for my tax return($160), pay $85 to Jalane for Keren’s wedding (this is only a part payment…only another $250 to go). I also have a driving lesson($37) and sometime I need to get my eyes checked and pay $300 min to get glasses (I’m going blind) and I have to make a dentist appointment. All of these things are terribly expensive. I havn't even earnt that much in a whole week to pay these thins. It also makes it hard when I’m trying to save for a car. But I’m really not all that worried because I know the God will make it work out and that eventually things will be back to normal. I will pray for you though. It must be hard for you to have all of these expenses and then to think that you will have to support a baby in addition to this in a few months. I can understand that it would make you stressed out. This is why God tells us to only take 1 day at a time. If I didn’t I’d die of over-anxious syndrome or something. Well have an awesome day. You’re the coolest Alyssa and I hope you feel better. Treat youself to a block of chocolate or a bag of carrots or cabbage or whatever will make you happy. hehe :o) SMILE SUNSHINE!!!!!!
I'm so sorry that you're feeling this way. I hate having to pay bills because it makes me face that fact that 2 days after payday, I'm broke and have to figure out how to eat for the rest of the month. Since you had to pay for the ultrasound, go look at the pictures again. It's bound to make you feel better.
Thanks, guys! You totally rock. I feel much better. Kristy, I got some strawberries and cherries. :o) A, I looked at the pictures again. :o) Both things helped tremendously.
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